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"One day, in winter, Derdriu's foster-father was outside, in the snow, flaying a weaned calf for her. Dierdriu saw a raven drinking the blood on the snow, and she said to Lebracham 'I could love a man with those three colours: hair like a raven, cheeks like blood and body like snow.'"

From 'The Exile of the Sons of Uisliu'
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modaya:: 2/27/2001

I'm not posting anything today. And you can all jolly well just fuck off. Ok?
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modaya:: 2/23/2001

I'm reposting one of my fav poems... BECAUSE I CAN!!! So deal with it.

Rock Blood Ochre

Valleys of Roussillon paint my body red;
night dusted skin with rock blood ochre.
The valleys’ rusting bauxite earth in my hair,
and on my bare feet, paints my body red.
Living blood dyes my soul with life:
Abandoned bodies alone in random patterns.
Forgotten red drips thoughtless from my lips.

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After looking at ShortGoth's compatibility logo for so long, I finally went to the HTML Home Page at w3.org. And I saw the logo. I give up. If bad html is what you want? Bad html is what you get. I'm not doing cascading style shit. I'm communicating! I just got pissed off and frustrated at the whole thing. Why do they let jerks run the net like that. My mom should have run it... "Whatever makes you happy dear." Now that's an HTML guideline!!
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modaya:: 2/22/2001

Honey, I'm in love... I have a home away from home. Emma and Katherine showed me: Heartless Bitches International. What more could a girl want?

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Francesca's Inferno & Burlesque was my smile of the day for myself. Sexy, demonic, fun. Somehow that equals sweet. Don't ask me why, but Francesca's site is like a big sister in a skittish mood. You don't know what she's going to do, but you feel safe just watching her do it.
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modaya:: 2/20/2001

Now, this is a site of total pain... xXx Cinner.com v.2.01 xXx
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modaya:: 2/19/2001

Hmmm... Poe?
Poe Lyrics Johnny, Angry Johnny, this is Jezebel in Hell
Johnny, oh my Johnny

Where did your pleasure go
When the pain came through you
Where did your happiness go
This force is running you around now
Getting you down now
Where is your pleasure now Johnny
Where has your pleasure gone now

Johnny, Angry Johnny...
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modaya:: 2/17/2001

Ok, I'm bad. I am on a punctual rant these days. It is Neph's fault, I think... anyway, here it is...

Punctuating the Darkness

Verbs, they are just action words
for the living and the dead.
Nouns, they are just bloody knives
and corpses full of dread.
Prepositions locate death
from above or from below.
And pronouns mark our fate
at the hands of one we know.

But punctuation is something
we should never, never touch.
Periods such an evil affront
to the eldritch gods, and such.
And commas are a lazy pause;
our fast highway to hell.
While ellipsis are too elliptical...
the dead will never tell.
Semi-colons are all so fake;
really just half there.
Colons though are violent
cuts: to love, to hate, to fear.

These nasty tools are too too much
for the poet and her kin.
And using them we should
equate with nasty gothic sin.
So let us all just string our
words together hear and there;
hoping no one ever will
notice it or care.

SS^2

modaya:: 2/14/2001

Was chatting with a good friend online, and in response to his comment about some nasty girls, I admitted I used to hang out with some 'hell on heels' myself. Hmmm... not as funny here. But still.
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A poem I posted to someone ranting about hating poetry, and then writing a nice poem. I love motivation.

Pity me, cause I'm so gothic.
It's not that I am so nostalgic,
but that I am so pathetic
that I need a diuretic.

"You wonder why I'm such a goth
lounging, whining, such a sloth.
Pretending that it's blood I quaff.
Fluttering like some gilded moth."

"Gothic is not a group of Huns,
Or architecturally important ruins,
Or early romantic sublime thought.
None of that really gets me hot.

Gothic is about my fears;
keep them close and keep them near.
Gothic is about that game;
the one we play to keep us sane.
Gothic is about myself;
neurotic twisted self-centric elf.
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modaya:: 2/13/2001

Left.
My foot alights softly on the cold
polished stone, slippered heel falling
audibly behind. Velvet hip
swinging forth, crushing all
opposition. Leathered body sinking to
the divan, elbowing into personal enclaves.
Shoulder shruging off all question, tossing
head casting off inquiring stares.
Teeth sink into your flesh
with the inevitable mating of my
hunger and your soul.
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modaya:: 2/12/2001

Post deleted because it was just a link somewhere...
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modaya:: 2/11/2001

Cobralingus: Do me baby. Just do me.
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I'm a commodity! You can actually buy a SarahSmiles Tshirt at my online store.Trust me, I'm not going to get rich on this. Just thought it would be fun. If you buy one, let me know. And I'll never bite you.
SS
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modaya:: 2/10/2001

I had to find this. I watched Hanabi (fireworks) last night. I couldn't figure out much, since it was in Japanese with French subtitles. I can see why the french love this guy... a romantic movie about a man who takes his dying wife on the holiday together that they never had... but he robbed a bank to get the money, he's an ex-cop, and spends the entire movie shooting people who get in the way of their happiness. TIMEasia.com: Arts -- The Beat Goes On Beat Takeshi
THIS is what life is all about.
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modaya:: 2/9/2001

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modaya:: 2/8/2001

Toooo much: CNN.com Picture of the day!!!
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modaya:: 2/7/2001

I just got one of my poems accepted for a PRINT magazine: The Bleeding Pen. Spazz sent me some copies last fall, and I submitted something, but heard nothing back for so long... but somehow, they finally responded... The poem is "Decayed Expectations" and you can read it on my poetry page. I'm SOOOOOO happy. I can't wait until they mail me my copies...
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It is hard to find good books around here, in English. But I found a great one, that I've been devouring as I can. It is called _The Romance of Nice_, written around 1910s. I would have loved to live here in the second century... lots of panthers devouring christian... oops. NOT devouring christians, because they were so pious. But otherwise a good time was had by all. Perhaps I can type in a snippet I just read. If I can find some way to prop up the book and typa at the same time... later.

SS
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modaya:: 2/6/2001

I just found out that my POD Spazz passed his exams almost 2 weeks ago, and is now Dr Spazz. Congradulations! Dweeb. You could have told me sooner!
[KISS]
SS
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modaya:: 2/5/2001

I just got home for the first time in days;
hiding and sleeping and crawling and seeking.
Never expecting to make my way home;
watching and waiting and haunting and hating.
Never expecting to find him alone;
driving and cursing and thirsting and drinking.
Home in my hole happy and warm;
smiling and purring and digesting and sleeping.

With love and terminal affection,
Sarah
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